(Sits in front of the tombstone)

Hey mum. Remember the time where we use to sit and talk about everything and anything? I miss those times.
I remember once, when I was in primary one, the first day I went to school. I was so scared! I didn’t dare to let go of your hand and walk into school! Hah, it was hilarious.

Oh oh! And when I was a little older and kept asking you to help me take a cup of water and all that. Yar, I know, I was lazy! You can’t blame me; I was tired at that time okay! And that happened like so long time ago. It felt like it was just yesterday. Oh wells, time does pass by fast.

Oh, and there was this time too. I think it was my 12th birthday when I went out with my friends to celebrate. It was my PSLE year, and I said that I was going out with them till like 6pm and you told me be home for dinner. And I didn’t come home till 2am the next morning. You blew your top and took the cane and wanted to whack me. I ran around the whole house and took my bag and locked you inside and I ran over to my friend’s house.
I so knew I was gonna get it from you once I came home. And well, I did come home and all you said was, “where did you go to?” and I said my friend’s house and walked to my room. You didn’t even scold me or anything. I thought you were kinda weird and all, but you weren’t cos you seem normal? I couldn’t really see the problem. Maybe it was just me. I just didn’t really understand you.

Oh, and once I got into secondary school, life changed. A lot. Drastic changes. I didn’t actually think it would happen to me. I became rebellious? More rebellious. Going out in the wee hours, and only coming home the next morning to change, and to go back to school. You even had to come down once, cos I was fighting with one of my classmates just because she scolded me. And also, the time when I stole one of my classmate’s phone and got caught by that OM person from my school. I bet she hates me to the core; I’m always the one giving her all those problems and all. Oh well, who cares anyway. And the teacher thought I was weird, looking all depressed. Cutting my wrist, always thinking about suicide and made me talk to the counselor! I’m FINE, how can I be depressed, it’s just cutting the wrist, what more? To them, cutting your wrist means you’re depressed, what type of inference is that? I don’t get those teachers. They’re weird.

(Moves over to the side of the tombstone and lies down on it)

Oh mum, another thing. I’m pregnant with a child! Are you happy? But the thing is, I don’t know who the father is. Is it…? Or is it….? I can’t remember. All I remember was, me waking up, lying naked on the bed and the sun shining on my face, not knowing what happened the night before. Well, since I got this baby, what should I do? Should I keep it? Or should I abort it? I think I should keep it…Shouldn’t I? It’s my child after all. Even though I may not know who the real father is, but still, I want to bring up this child. I can’t abort it and let this little life here in my tummy die. Yeah, I shall keep it, it’s the best I can do. But wait, who’s going to help me? How am I going to bring this child up? I’ve got no experience or anything! Mum, I need help. Now you left me and I know what it feels like being a mother. Having the responsibility to bring this child up! I don’t have the skills or anything! Mum! I really need you.

But mum, I have to say this, I’m really sorry for all I have done, you may say all your scoldings and spankings are for my own good and all, but most of all, I would like to say, mum, thank you very much and and. I’m sorry mum, I really am.

-end-
yeah. tht was my re-edited monologue (: i'm gonna use it for the exams! and it's time for MUGGING ! x) GOODBYE.

okay, i have decided to blog again. it's too blah ! anyways, performed my monologue for ms w. well, LOADS of comments were given (: tht's good for me ! YAY. it was good luh ! i'm happy ! YAY ! thanks ms w ! loves. hahah. well, then went to marine parade library to study cheena ! well, it was better then being home. heh. (: well, i love the comments given ! ahahha ! damn nice pls. super uber funny lah ! change change CHANGE. alot ! i'm happy about it ! ahaha.

i declare that from today onwards, i will not use the computer or come online till the exams are over ! which is 4 weeks with no comp! so today was be my last.
GOODBYE for now.

oh well, i've been thinking, should i come online or use the comp anymore ? exams are near and i'm still playing, i seriously need to study, I NEED MOTIVATION! anyone wants to be my motivator? i doubt so. blahh. anyways, i cant type about my everyday life and all already. it just feels weird now. maybe i'll just post every now and then when i see something or feel like blogging. yeahh, maybe tht would do(: well, today was..oh-so-okay.
oh well. anyways, i just thought of yesterday, left out something, dropped by jade's blog and remembered.
both of us were dramatising this(we're drama students(: [jade USED to be one] :

there was a man,
a lonely man,
who lost his love through his indifference.
a heart that cared
that went unchecked,
until it died in his silence.

well, yeah, and cheryl was playing a rather slow and sad song. fit the mood there when we dramatized it. heh. yupp. and well, i like the new choir song. some jamacan(sp?) song, it's kinda nice! and fun too! i love mu ge. so does jade, it short and simple but rather soothing :D yeah. oh wells, comm meeting. discussed about stuff, man. you choir girls out there. better watch out, better come for choir.. or else... heh, anyways, jade signed on my calculator ! :D the nicest one EVER! (: i created it for her okay! (jade,be happy!) oh wells. oh and.. she told me this in class which made me laugh. it's frm spongebob squarepants.

spongebob: patrick, are they laughing at us?
patrick: no silly, they're laughing NEXT to us.

wah piangg. super dumb pls ! LOL.hahhaha.

ANOTHER THING, a note to my dear table partner cum choir pal cum good friend cum nu er-JADE! (:
well, i know you are facing some family problems now.(i shall not say much about it) but i just wanna say. i'll be there for you girl! if you need any help or what-so-ever, can come find me lah, yupp! and pray to our Lord God almighty, i know tht you may not like believe in the God tht i believe in, but still, pray to him. (dont get offended) God do answer prayers! so yeah. pray ! :D
LOVES;
manda (:
this is so contradicting to my previous post.

"how i was i was like the electricity current, where i could be free, not having any obstacles in life"
well, had science today. and i was looking at the electric circuit, i turned to jade, and both of us thought of the same thing. well, tht was wht we thought. like seriously. see, everyone definitely has problems in their life. having difficulties and all.
sometimes i think, "is God really there?" well, i know the ans MANY would say is "yes, he is." but if he really is, why doesnt he actually ans our prayers. see, we, humans have MANY MANY problems, troubles, and worries etc.. and we always pray wishing tht whatever we pray would really happen. i know prayer doesnt really work on it's on, we got to work and strive for it. troubles can be solved and all, problems too. it may take long, but you'll still get it one day. i know tht, but how about worries. you can worry about the simplest thing, like for instance, if your younger sibling is not home yet, you'll think, if ur sibling okay? why are they home so late? do you think they lost their way.. and so on and so forth. and how about the crictical illness and all. do you think they could ever get well ? well, i'm just getting worried over my grannie, well, i'm not suppose to say or tell anyone about this, but i seriously have to say it. i need to tell SOMEONE, ANYONE. well, many say i should let go, and just let her go. BUT, to me, and my family and all, we dont think it's time to let her go. all i hope is for my mum's vision to come true she'll recover in nov and recieve christ ! :D a miracle tht is, tht's wht my mum say. all i wish is to see my grannie get well ! she cant leave YET. manye may think 80 is an old age and all, BUT, i dont think so , EIGHTY isn't tht old, she's still fit as ever, but seeing her with all those tubes pierced into her body, it SERIOUSLY hurts me, cant you feel the pain if you see tht, and she seems so weak. having to depend on a machine to live. she cant move around, lying in bed ALL DAY. eating bland food and all, and in ur body, viruses attack almost everywhere. you may just leave anytime, you don't feel the pain within you, not yet tht is, oh wells. i pray, i sincerly pray.
" Dear God, i pray for my grannie. Lord, Please bless her and heal her. i pray tht you are true and your healing hand will come upon her and touch her, and she will be healed. and Lord, i pray tht a miracle will happen, she'll be healed and become a child of yours. no matter how old or how young, anyone, anyone can come to you. and Lord, i just pray tht you will also touch the close ones to tht they may come to know you. and Lord, through this month, as everyone is preparing for their exams, Lord, i pray tht you'll guide us and lead us through our revision and during the paper, we will put everything we know and can remember into use. i pray all this in Jesus name. AMEN! "

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.. NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today? a little to late by delta goodrem (erhm. weird)
Will you get far in life? cant stop, gotta date with hate by lost prophets (oh right.)
How do your friends see you? stare at the sun by thrice (oh no ! )
Will you get married? kenji by fort minor (oh man, is tht a yes or no?)
What is your best friend's theme song? the mrbrown show 7 July 2006: I am Singaporean by Stan and Ryan
What is the story of your life? Candy Shop by 50 cent. (oh man, so wrong. make it tht my life is sweet!)
What was high school like? wu niang by jolin (lols!? no link!)
How can you get ahead in life? memory by sugarcult (nice)
What is the best thing about your friends? a public affair by jessica simpson (oh myy!)
What is today going to be like? unbreakable by alicia keys (ooohh)
What is in store for this weekend? stars by switchfoot (lols. weird)
What song describes you? mocking bird by eminem (not really, i aint a daddy)
To describe your grandparents? bu de bu ai by pan wei bo (oh YAY! I LOVE MY GRANS ! )
How is your life going? shan hu hai by jay chou (oh no, no link)
What song will they play at your funeral? stars are blind by paris hilton (oh no! NOT THT!)
How does the world see you? 7 days by craig david (oohh. i ahve split personality?)
Will you have a happy life? paper by daphne khoo (oh crap.)
What do your friends really think of you? going under by evanesence (i aint emo.)
Do people secretly lust after you?kiss goodbye (tht's bad)
How can I make myself happy? cheerleading remix ! (WOOHOO ! oh yeah. tht's right! :D)
What should you do with your life? conversation with my 13 year old self by pink (like wow.)
Will you ever have children? more to life by stacie orrico (oh yeah, more than to have kids(: but they're cute!)

oh man, it sounded so off ! oh wells ! (: anyone can do this., if you wanna. i'm simply just bored.

PISSED.
like seriously. only SOME people knows.
well, yeah. i dont get it lahh ! WHAT'S YOUR BLOODY PROBLEM ! not enough time to talk isit ?!
keep talking NON-STOP ! then if you want then get lost lahh ! stay in there and disturb everyone for what ! we're all trying to learn the new song and there you guys are talking the day away. and worst of all, one of you are the SENIOR. how can you do tht lahh ! is tht a good behavior or not ? you may think i'm naggy cos i was nagging at you girls non stop . but please, be considerate can anot ? you may think you're right lahh. but guess wht, you're not. so yeah. so all i want to say is, if you really cant stop talking, i guess you have to either leave to shut up ! get it ? i was nice enough not to split you girls up, so.. BE GRATFUL.


i had my piece. oh wells. anyways, had sch today. man, had lit remedial ! tiring pls ! ): sian ! oh wells, den went for choir. had a neww songg. and met some seriously FUCKING ANOOYING PEOPLE. i seriously cant take them no longer, they really pissed the hell out of me ! FUCK.
(mind the vulgarities) i seriously cant think of ANYTHING else not to say lahh ! i dont get their bloody problem lahh ! i seriously think they are either out to make me piss or just cant stop talking. whatever it is, i shall end here.
GOODBYE.

Favourites
Colour: Black, White, Purple, Green, Orange
Food: junk food ! xD
Song: Currently: Buttons by PCD
Movie: THE HOST ! (:
Sports: volleyball ! :D
Days of the week: Sundays
Seasons: Summer
Ice-cream: Ben&Jerry's, Gelare
Currents Mood: VERY tired and rather pissed.
Taste: ribena !
Clothes: School Uniform
Desktop: DELL inspiron
Time: 6:06pm
Surroundings: airconditioned, alone, listening to music and chatting online

First
Best Friend: I DONT REMEMEBER. i think Victoria Chan when i was in Pri ONE.
Crush: dont know.

Last
Cigarette: NEVER HAD.
Drink: ribena !
Ride: no 40 bus
Movie: THE HOST.
Phone Call: Deserie
CD: hmm, i cant remember ! oh oh, my bro's church cd (:

Have you Ever
Dated one of your best friends: erhm, I WONT.
Been arrested: DUH NO !
SkinnyDipped: nahhh.
Tried to be on tv: for what?! unless you count campus superstar. i was watching.
Kissed someone you dont know: DUN NO !

Things4 things you did today:
used charcoal to draw, studied, screamed at the choir, get
REALLY pissed.

The chosen five to do this: anyone will do(:

MSN DOESNT ALLOW ME TO SIGN IN! ): *whines*
so annoying pls! BLAH.

hurhur. annoying msn. nvm. i shall blog instead! :D FUN FUN hahaha.
anyways, today's the FIRST day of term FOUR ! (:
yeah ! anyways, stayed back for some scince thingy on electricity. yeah .
super uber sian pls ! oh wells , and tht mr ng PERSON was like perspiring ALOT !
like WATER FOUNTAIN lahh ! damn scary can ! piangg ehh !
then we were lauging ALL the way ! ahhahah !
oh oh, then played with the electricity box thingy ! hah ! yeah .
then erhm , ju was doing some funny face thing ! wahh , laugh NON-STOP.
until stomachache ! uber funny pls ! LOL. yeah. so well, after tht,
went to the canteen, did our serious talk ! (:
well, it sounds serious but not lahh! just TALK . about STUFF (:
not future marriages(this is for brian, IN CASE) or what-so-ever.
YES, so anyways, did just tht and went home about 6pm. yeah .
and here i am , being blog and blogging . MAN, msn is seriously insane.
i manage to go online for a while, like...2 mins?
and there was practially NO ONE online. yeah . weird man .
seriously weird ! but OH well , it's okay ! i have other ways ! :D
and now, i'm bored ):

The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in
One Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Name above all names
Worthy of our praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

FRIDAY
yay! i watched the host yeterday! oh man, tht was like trilling! HAH. well, i was rather moody before tht. for i DONT KNOW WHAT REASON! lols. well then erhm, was msging brian! he cheeered me up! THANKS DARLING. hahaha. anyways, went out with mummy and sibs. (:
yeah, well, first we went to chatterbox at meridian to eat the chicken rice! wah lao! damn full pls. MYY. anyways, den walked over to ps. bought the 630 tickets for the host cos the 350 show was like full. yeahh. so we watched e 630 show! super nice pls! :D rather trilling lahh. HAH. anyways, while waiting, we walked around, and i was sulking ALL THE WAY. heh. i also dont know why. heh. oh wells. then after tht took a train all the way down to novena then walk to TTSH to visit gran. oh man, tht's like sad! i dont wanna say anything else. before i get emo. oh wells. erhm, then took a train back to watch the movie. felt slighty better after e movie. and came home. wahh, damn tired LAH. can die. hah!
TODAY
well, sat. another day. and the hols are ending, tmr!? and i havent started on homework. like how great. heh. anyways, went for a swim in the morning, kinda shiok! I SO NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! I'M GETTING FAT! *whines* blahh, i so need to lose weight lahh! hurhur. ): DES! LET'S LOSE WEIGHT TOGETHER! OKAY? hah. anyways, then erhm, went to visit gran again. heard more news. hais. ): PRAY PRAY PRAY! yes, oh wells. then erhm, came home. took a nap/long sleep till 5 and off to tuition, and now, back here, home. i'm super uber bored. i cant study or do anything. SIAN.

JANICE SOON MADE ME DO THIS!
Skin colour: tan?
Hair colour: DARK brown,almost black.
Eye colour: brown
Clothes colour: white, black, blue and other colours.
Wardrobe colour: blue and brown.
Seven memorable things this/last month:
1) went to the zoo! and took care of the lao ren. uncle tan!
2) crossroad 47(: today. fun fun :D
3) the train rides to the zoo!
4) making new friends at GRACE TWO today. (:
5) teacher's day drama performance.
6) being chosen as choir secretary!
7) going to des's house to study :D
Six people you talked face to face this week :
1)deserie huang mun er
2)brian chia hong en
3)vanessa soh something something
4)sharon nadine wee chian yi
5)nicole tan rui min
6)jeremy lim zhi wei
Five things you bought recently
1)THE BADGES FROM THE YOUTH STALL! SUPER UBER NICE.
2)FOOD?
3)sweets.
4)the fried dumpling noodle from the coffee shop?
5)pokka ice lemon tea
Four people you saw today:
1) my family
2) everyone at youth center
3) everyone i walked past
4) some ppl sitting at the busstop/in the bus.
tht's more than FOUR, but who cares.
Three people you want to talk to now but cant:
1)HOHO! (i didnt pick up his call TWICE. cos he's in malaysia)
2)des! (she's piggying!)
3) someone. (i got no one to write)
Two things on your mind now:
1) when is my grannie goona be discharged?
2)and when is she gonna recieve christ?
Here's the second one:
1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
lines and more lines. it's a note book! DUH. empty one.
2.stretch your left arm out as far as you can. the wall?
3. last thing you watched on TV? jin shan shun
4.without looking, guess what time it is: 12pm? actual: 1223pm
6.what can you hear with exception of the computer? silence. everyone is sleeping. oh, the noise frm the air con.
7. when did you last step outside?what were you doing? this morning at 730am? crossraod 47! :D
8. what did you look at before you started this survey? msn convos? my tagboard. jann's blog.
9.What are you wearing? my old primary sch pe shirt and blue fbts. haha.
10. did you dream last night? i have no idea.
11.When did you last laugh?erhm. on msn convos.
12.what is on the walls of the room you are in? clock, post its, glow in the dark stars. paint! DUH!
13. seen anything weird lately? nahh
14. what do you think of this quiz? wasting my time. hah. i cant believe i'm actually doing it.
15. what is the last film you saw? E.T. PHONE HOME. *does the finger thing with nicole*
16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy? STUFF THAT I NEVER THOUGHT OF BUYING. well, maybe i'll save it up for my mummy's retirement and my grannie's hospital bills! (:
17. tell me something about you that i don't know. wht do you not know? then i'll tell you. 18.what one thing would you change about the world? erhm, that ALL schools will close down! or else, NO HOMEWORK or else, make ALL schools co-ed. hah. XD
19. do you like to dance? YES(: i miss those times! ):
20. George W Bush... american? i think so.. let's call and ask him. xP
21. if your first child is a girl,what do you call her? a name that every guy likes and will melt when they hear it. LOL.
22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him? a name that every girl will melt for when they hear it. hah!
23. have you ever considered living abroad? i have NO IDEA.
24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? WELCOME :D
25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog. i'll go tag you x) be surprised. heh heh.

TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN! (:
well, went to graceTWO this morning! :D yeah. hahah. rather fun! woke up at like 7am! *yawns*
anyways , met nicole at aljunied. then we took a train to gombak. when we reached, there was like NO ONE. SUPER UBER ULU. then we thought we came at the wrong timing. hah. yeah. but we didnt lahh. the rest were just LATE. muahahahaha. then anyways, pastor ronald came with annabelle and charissa(: they two are super hyper girls man. LOL. anyways, joel soon came and so did van. haha. oh oh. and caleb too. yeah. then there werent much ppl.
so we watched E.T. phone home. *does the finger thingy with nicole* AAHAHAHA. damn funny pls. LOL. then erhm, took care of those 2 girls. wahh , they really can drain our energy man ! super tiring. haiyo. LOL. anyways, took care of them. movie break, they played and me+nicole were like taking care of them, run here run there, run everywhere. pro lahh they two. lols. and charissa will go, "rollie pollie ollie, *somegun sound*, piang!" LOL. funny.and her voice is SUPER high pitched. yeah. then, continued watching E.T. yeah.
and annabelle fed me her cheese balls cracker thingy. lols. so cute pls. hahaha. she look at me, then took the thing out and put infront of my face, and she opened her mouth, and point to me. so i just open my mouth and she put it in my mouth, so farneyy pls. LOL. so well, then erhm, movie ended and they ran around MORE. wahh, 3 hrs of running around. seriously tiring. and there was LUNCH BREAK. like finally.
and then, we watched 50 first dates like less then 15 mins and we had to go, distribute flyers! BLAHH. walk around, no one. super ulu. well, we talked to some, mainly ME talking, nicole just followed, she shy lahh! HAHAHA. anyways, then we couldnt find anymore, so we just went back to the room. super tiring. then sit there . slack slack slack. fun. hah. played jenga, uno, twister and some zhu tou game. sam intro. hahah! super funny lahh!
and then me+vern got 3 girls. yeah. odillia, melissa and juwin(sp?) i think so. yeah. i like odillia's name . super cool can! HAH. anyways, yeah. so amusing. ahaha. and as girls, they took REALLY long in the toilet. yeah. and they didnt know i was 14! they said i looked older! wahh piangg. so paisehh. i look old! -.- so dang. yeah. anyways, did jsut tht. then well, slacked more. played games. and i left. yeah.
went ALL the way to kembangan, then meet siblings, then take a train back to city hall.
and mummy fetched us and we went to visit grannie at the hospital! man, i was sick, so i couldnt go into the CCU. well, i only stand outside and the rest went in to talk to her. ahh, so much pain pls! ): ahh, prayy for her pls! hope she gets well soon and can leave the hospital. cos like the docs said tht she has some fluid thingy in her lungs. yeah. and like the doc took out ONE LITRE OF THE FLUID. alot pls. ahhh! ): sad sad sad.
oh well, overall, today was fun! but sad too. man, oh yeah and i'm sick. i havent started on homework. and i'm damn tired! shiat, i need a LONG BREAK. yes.

9/6/2006 9:57:48 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
and you were like SUPER UBER BLUR today
9/6/2006 9:58:25 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
=O?!
9/6/2006 9:58:27 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
i was?
9/6/2006 9:58:32 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
yeahh!
9/6/2006 9:58:33 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
hahaa
9/6/2006 9:58:35 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
you girls are so lively and adorable
9/6/2006 9:58:36 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
i felt so old
9/6/2006 9:58:38 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
so i took a step back
9/6/2006 9:58:41 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
and just watched you all
9/6/2006 9:58:48 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
HAHAH
9/6/2006 9:58:55 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
we where got lively and adorable?!
9/6/2006 9:59:41 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
hahaha
9/6/2006 9:59:49 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
you just dont feel it cause you're used to it
9/6/2006 9:59:49 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
i
9/6/2006 9:59:50 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
however
9/6/2006 9:59:55 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
am rather laidback and sedentry
9/6/2006 10:00:43 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
haha
9/6/2006 10:00:44 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
okayys
9/6/2006 10:00:51 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
we where got adorable!
9/6/2006 10:01:48 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
hahaha
9/6/2006 10:01:50 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
to me you are!
9/6/2006 10:01:53 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
lively and energetic
9/6/2006 10:02:32 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
HAHAH
9/6/2006 10:02:33 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
okays
9/6/2006 10:02:35 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
really meh?
9/6/2006 10:02:50 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
hahaha
9/6/2006 10:02:52 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
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9/6/2006 10:02:54 PM (^^'') i got mona lisa by my side, whats the story, behind that devious smile [½hourofpower]
really really
9/6/2006 10:03:15 PM amanda. OLD FOLKS ARE DAO!
oh okay


BLAHH. random. tht was brian chia hong en! he's name damn girl lahh! dont kill me okay brian! xP yeah. anyways, had drama studies today! mr J couldnt make it! cos he was sick, so am i. so anyways, we ended early today! (: about 1? yeah. then went to TM with des! ment mr C. (: yeahh. i shall call him by tht too! he'll get pissed. wont you? hah. anyways, ate at macs, walk walk, and then i went ofr tuition, des was sitting next to tht oil smell person! WAHH PIANGG. damn stink pls. anyways, des left and den it was me on the train! yeah. den erhm, met cassandra at toa payoh. yeah. den went for tuition. ALMOST fell asleep during lesson. damn tired lahh. but didnt obviously. yeah. thanks to cassandra's sweets! :D she saved me hah. yeah.

DAY ONE of drama elect. cum dance workshop(:
well, woke up at like 8, called des to give her a wake up call and off i went to school.
had like some games at the EOA room, yeah. lao ying zhuo xiao ji, man,i havent played tht in YEARS(: miss those times in primary school. hah. yeah.
well then, we were actually combined with the secONE drama girls. yeah.
then erhm, played fruit basket. another fav game :D
yeah, then we splitted, mr M took us and ms W took the secONEs, hahah.
we went to the BLACK BOX.
mr M is strict pls! SUPER UBER DIRECT. and always break people in the middle of their perfromance ): hurhur. and i SO need to redo my monologue! blahh.
it's like so crapped up. cos i performed the one tht i havent edited. yeah.. tht's the prob.
oh well, after tht, had our break, then went back to EOA room.
watched others perform. everyone was so freaking scared!
it was like even those who didnt, it was like scary!
EVEN WORST THEN PERFORMING IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL.
for cheerleading and the geog thingyy.. yeahh.
so weird ppls. thank god i didnt have to perform in front of the WHOLE secTWO drama elec. ppl. PHEW. hah.
i think sophie's one IS GOOD, really GOOD. hah. yeah(:
well then, ms W came in and watched. commented too. and off to lunch.
had the fried dumpling thingy for lunch. super lot of la liao la. piangg ehh.
and lailin couldnt ta han. HHAHHA.
poor girl la you(: but it was good. and then we went back to back box for dance.
we thought tht it was like, a hip hop dancy kind of thing, but in the end,
it was jsut some movement workshop! I THINK IT'S RREALLY GOOD.
mr J is like PRO in dancing. he learns practically ALL sorts of danicng pls! hahaha.
yeahh, then erhm, did some movements and all, and took part of the monologue, "the coffin is too big for the hole" and erhm we acted out using actions. SUPER NICE PLS.
my grp consisted of des and trishal. :D tris is ONE FUNNY GIRL lahh.
hahaha. DRAMA MAMA. hahahah. funny pls. and we were rather good i should say.
*clap clap* for us three(: hahah. *bhb*
yeah, anyways,we need to do some performance thingy, yeahh..
oh well, tht's tmr, it'll be exciting(:

OH OH! i didnt blog about church yesterday! :D
yeah. anyways, i woke up at like 8.
and so did des! hahahahah.
both of us suppose to like wake up at 730. heh
but wait, i woke up ealier than her!
cos my msg which i msged her at 8 plus woke her up!
yeah, and my mum IS FAST okay, 5 mins to her house only.
so always must chiong her one! heh heh.
my mum is definitely fast la. yeah. (:
well, had cell at easb, den erhm went for service.
yeah, it's kinda good. and i was FALLING ASLEEP.
cos i was SUPER UBER TIRED.
blahhh, tried staying awake. yeahh. heh.
managed to ta han all the way.
went for lunch in town with des, phuisee and jessie.
went to cine to eat, me and des almost pucked.
for dont know wht reason, maybe too full.
yeah, den erhm, walked over to heeren!
about jade's present! HOPE YOU LIKE IT MY DEAR(:
yeah, den erhm, mummy came. left them 3.
went to over to TAKA. mummy was hungry.
so we went to delifrance, ate AGAIN.
piangg, i was damn full la! blehh.
den walk walk, looked at more heels and all.
saw this pokadot pumps! SUPER UBER NICE la!
and mummy didnt let me buy! ):
blahhh, it ws damn nice pls.. hurhur.
no fun. i want tht pumps.
super cute can! blahh. oh oh!
and tht sufer babe bag.
let's GO SHOPPING des!
we seriously need to shop dont we!?!
hahahahhaa.

MY LEGS ARE SERIOUSLY ACHING! ):

but it's okay! ahhaha! I HAD FUN TODAY! with deserie, brian, si cheng, nicole, vanessa and zmin! and MANY MANY PEOPLE. yupp. anyways, i woke up at 605am?
yeah. by my mum of course, got ready by 635 and left the house. got to kembangan by 640 and took a train down to bedok! i was freezing! LIKE OHMYGOSH. damn cold la!
okay, tht's besides the point. so well, we waited till brian boarded his train. and we met him at the last cabin of the train. yeah. went in. walk next to him, and he didnt know and we jsut stood there. so dumb. den he turned around and noticed us and des went, "amanda brian, brian amanda. now shake hands" and i ws like, HUH. for wht?! so anyway. sat down and stopped at payar lebar, zmin didnt board the train, cos she went to the wrong side. man, so blur. so yeah. nicole boarded at aljunied and we took a train all the way to jurong east. waited for zmin there and des did the same thing AGAIN. intro, den shake hand(she did the same to nicole) and to everyone else too! OH MAN. so anyway, went to gombak. saw phuisee there waiting for her friends, and waited till mr lin si cheng came haha. yeah. den erhm, walked to GII with PEOPLE complaining. YES. den erhm, we were late, like SERIOUSLY late.
so anyway, had briefing and got split into our grps(: my grp was grp H! for Happy(: haha, grace choosed it. and my grp members were, grace(grp leader), emilyn, me, si cheng, zmin and kai li. yeah. des was sad cos we seperated! ): awww. but anyway, walk to the old folks home. chatted and like stick together with brian and des. we four are stuck together(:
so anyways, they got their elderly people and there was THREE left with US, SIX people. so erhm. we sort of paired up and for no reason, when grace say pair up with someone, kai li ran over to zmin, emilyn with grace + me and si cheng. and we're like, both of us better la. cos in the whole grp, i'm the only one who knows si cheng? yeah. was kinda rubbish. but heh. FUN :D so, got our old people, and we both said, "take the uncle! set!" hah! so HE can bring the UNCLE to the toilet, and i can slack. heh heh heh. but the uncle didnt even go the toilet la! and not foegetting, he didnt even drink his water! only during lunch break! man, tht's scary.
so well, we walked and grace+emilyn were behind cos the lady they were taking care of couldnt walk,so yeah.
we walked together with des and brian. both of them dissapeared! and so, me and si cheng just walk...and walk....and walk. hah. yeah. took MANY MANY PHOTOS. of the animals of course. haha. yeah. so well, manage to catch up. and me and si cheng were like swopping every now and then, chatting away. he's a nice guy. (:
yeah. and it was lunch time! woohoo got my free chicken rice. YUM~ des koped my veggie and the TWO PAMAPERED MISTERS flew to KFC. TSKTSK. so naughty. but came back in time frm all our phone calls, speaking in cheena and rushing them! HAH. we're mean, i know. if not do you think they'll be back on time? doubt so. hah.
so yeah. den erhm, we continued walking and walking till we got back to the entrace, and took MANY UNGLAM PHOTOS. SINCE TWO PEOPLE DIDNT WANT TO TAKE GLAM ONES. hurhur. so annoying. YOU TWO OWE US MAN. you know who you are.
BLAH. chatted more and i played a prank on brian. so sorry. heh. XD funny la. and we were like talking nonsense and si cheng became my lao gong! with des SUANNING and nicole's EYE CONTACT, bluetooth and infrared! HAHAH.
well, took a bus ride back to the home. i sat with zmin and si cheng with the elderly. and he fell asleep. and i woke him up by smsing! HAHHA. super funny. it's like his phone rang, he woke up, looked at the msg, turned around, i started laughing and he replied the msg. when we were two seats away? hahah! damn funny can! LOL.
so well, got back. bid our goodbyes and left back to GII. erhm, sat there, chit-chatted and den mum called, time to go home. took a train back with brian and des. zmin left first, si cheng went the other way and erhm, yeah. and i told des and brian, "you two look like a couple!" frm the way they were standing. and brian gave me tht look and des was like NONONO. haha. funny. okay. i shall not continue...
OVERALL, IT'S JUST FUN! TOTALLY FUN(: I LOVE IT LIKE LOADS. YAY.
let's do this more often! (:
well, went home after tht, took like a 15 mins nap till my mum woke me up, i showered and den went for tuition almost fell asleep. lolli saved the day! HAHAHA. den after tht, met zan, sam and si yi for dinner. piang ehh. damn full can! and my legs were hurting frm all the walking. man.. den walked for a while and decided to go home, cos i was complaining of my pain leg. heh.
TODAY'S FUN! AND SO WILL BE TMR! DES IS COMING(:

LAYER ONE:ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: AMANDA!
Birth date: 20/06/1992
Current status: SINGLE
EyeColor: brown?
Hair Color: dark brown. almost black
Righty or Lefty: Right!
Zodiac Sign: GEMINI :D

LAYERTWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Cheena.
Your fears: ALOT OF THINGS.
Your weakness: I DONT KNOW
Your perfect pizza: hawaiian. :D

LAYER THREE:YESTERDAY,TODAY,TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: "i want to slp some more"
Your bedtime: anytime at night. 8pm-3am
Your most missed memory: R-AGE youth awareness! ):

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: COKE.
McDonald's or Burger King: Macs
Single or group dates: hmmm..
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS. <3
Lipton Tea or Nestea: both are okay.
Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or coffee: mocha?

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: DUH NO!
Curse: not really.
Take a shower: love it. <3
Have a crush: not now.
Think you've been in love: hmmmm..
Like(d) school: YES! hah.
Want to get married: DUH!
Believe in yourself: dont think so.
Think you're a health freak: YEAHHH, sometimes!

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol:NOPE.
Gone to the mall: DUH!
Been on stage: yeah!
Eaten Sushi: YES, in sch.
Been dumped: ...
Gone skating: nope! i wanna go!
Dyed your hair: nope. but i want to.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: -.-
Changed who you were to fit in: dont think so.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: 23! about there.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: anything. :D
Best hair color: natural hair colour. any colour also can.
Short or long hair: duh short, a guy you know. hello?!

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: the comp.
1 HOUR AGO: sleeping.
5 HOURS AGO: still sleeping.
1 WEEK AGO: IN SCHOOL!
1 YEAR AGO: how can i possibly remember? celebrating teacher's day?

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: EVERYONE. :D esp. JESUS CHRIST.
I FEEL: SLEEPY. i wanna go back to bed.
I HATE: LOADS OF STUFF.
I HIDE: secrets?
I MISS: R-AGE AWARENESS!
I NEED: MONEY! and a LONGER SCHOOL HOLIDAY!


ahaha. random rubbish. anyways, it's the holidays today! (: yay. i need to do my monologue. oh man, i havent done it. shucks. and school homework. oh no.